1 bf and 3 lovers.

my boyfriend. hm... he's just that cute guy that u meet, see his smile, he shakes your hand and you like him. he certainly knows how to make you like him as a person. he seems confident, smart, open-minded, and a little shy but ready to share his secrets with you. he's the one that knows how to make me smile even though i'm crying. he never knows what to say when it's something important. but you can see how much he loves me by the way he is acting around me, by his tone, by his actions. today was his day. and he enjoyed it a lot. my whole attention only for him and it's been a while since the last time. i just hate when he says -i love you- and we are in the middle of something else. pls, tell that before or after. he's a kisser. i am too, but i'm a little child compared to him. Sometimes he annoys me with this need to kiss me all the time. We made up a story long ago. in it, the kisser became a nonkisser. and it had a happy end, for me at least. what else about him? he wants me only for himself, he wants me to be available every time he intends to do something with me. and i don't have the time. and i'm not that patient. i don't think he has any true friends... this makes me sad.

my first lover is a she. we are more than friends, we think alike and we love each other. all of a sudden... i don't know what to tell you about her. she is perfect. she is the closest to who/what i am. we can talk without words, we can understand so much from a look or just a pause. we can't stay apart too long and i need to know that she's not doing anything stupid. yeah, she tends to. she is a person who knows how to love without getting what she deserves in change. but she can't give up on him. i still think that one day you will. there's something better out there for you. she intends to leave for this summer. it's going to be hard for both of us. but she is strong. she can be so strong. she likes to play games, stupid little games. and nobody can beat us at chems (did i write it ok?). she likes the stupidest cake of all - spumoasa. yeah, the one that moves in your plate. she can't really sing, but she enjoys to. she is good with ideas, she drinks beer with at least 2 slices of lemon. she likes to play with her finger on the glass... and i tend to ask her a question. she stops doing that. we want to move somewhere together, to have our own apartment. one day we will. i love her a lot.

my second lover. he is a he:)). i've just erased by mistake everything about him. so here i go again. he is that kind of guy who always says too little, the mysterious guy. the stranger in you life. for me he is a new smell, a new way of seeing things. he doesn't talk about feelings, emotions... nothing about him goes around that. he is so sensible, i have to be careful when handling him. he thinks he is not romantic. he is wrong about that. it seems that he can shower in only 5 minutes. he does something with his lower lip that i find so sexy and it's killing me. he laughs a lot. he takes photos, he enjoys that and he is good at it. he can always be better and he needs to be thought how to trust his abilities more. he accepted me as i came, with all my skeletons in the closet. i think i might have cracked some walls there. he knows what to do and he showed me his stars. beautiful stars. he doesn't have anything on his window and he sometimes curses the sun in the morning... he doesn't like the heat and he likes sleeping late. what else about him? he has a pair of blue eyes and he can be so cute in the morning!

the third one is a she. she wanted to be my lover. i don't really know about that. she is a person who does less that she wants to. she has some principles that aren't even hers but she doesn't want to get rid of them. she is vulnerable, she keeps going back in the past and looking for something that made her happy. she is a warm, caring one. she loves so many people in this life but she couldn't tell that to one of them. she is beautiful with her little nose and those hazel eyes. she loves her hair and she is very feminine with it. she is very romantic and she often responds to my provocations. she enjoys reading books that take her to another world, that make her feel powerful and sensual. when she is sad you feel the need to make her smile again, ask her to do something that could bring back her good mood. she likes being hugged, kissed or everything that makes her feel loved. she can answer with a yes to something like -you are so stupid!- and make you wonder what's wrong with her. she is calm and she loves everything cooked especially for her. she is a child and she is treated as one. i love her a lot.

4 people, connected by the invisible thread.